I Will Be Waiting

piinkoboii take chair throw pple, aiming fail.. haix.

2005-05-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

ok.. now.. i m back 2 blog.. y suddenly back 2 blog leh.. coz 2dae damn angry.. sumtink bad really happen today.. haix.. gt into an arguement with that stupid jingzhe.. not his problem, he oso wanna care.. i juz say bout mr loh oni.. nv insult him at all.. say mr loh siao oni.. then he kaobei mi lyk shit.. then ytd in music room, vicente say mr loh siao.. keep on sayin n say.. wah mr loh siao arh.. that guy really crazy man.. then he nv do anitink.. i say, he keep on kaobei mi.. all the way back 2 class.. he started insultin mi.. n wad i did? really cannot ta han le, use chair throw.. haix...

regretted throwin at him so much.. not regret that i throw at him.. but regret wad happen after throwin.. which is the chair, fly half way, hit james head.. i tio stun.. stare blindly there.. haix.. y the chair nv hit jingzhe!! WHY!? if hit him, i still ok with it.. wont regret throwin.. but y hit james! he so innocent.. haix.. feel so bad bout it.. sorry james.. haix.. y cant the stupid chair juz land somewhere else.. land on a spot where no1 is sittin there.. haix.. but it land on james head.. the person i regard as my best fren.. my most trusted fren.. no matter how much attitude he had shown 2 mi.. i still regard him as my best fren.. he might scold mi n give mi attitude.. but... i still trust him.. i still take him as my best fren.. haix..

after i throw, chinese teacher juz nice come in.. noe wad happen, then he ask mi go out of the class 1st.. luckily i alrdy out of the class.. if not, i guess i will sumtink worst then throwin chair.. coz my blood is really boiling high.. tok 2 chinese teacher, then ask mi cool down.. cool down alrdy, he ask jingzhe come n say sry to mi.. dun really wanna accept it, but bo bian.. teacher ask mi juz accept.. zzz.. not i dun wanan accept la.. but its lyk i juz cant trust him lor.. how mani sorry have he say.. alot of time le lor.. but did he change? hell no! still bhind my back, backstab mi.. n i still take it as if nothing happen.. pretended that i dunno.. well.. he really tinks that i really dunno? haha.. attual facts is that i know it 1 week after he backstab mi.. n he still gt the cheek to tel other pple.. lyk enkai.. still dare say out.. say wad he did to mi.. very proud of it si bo? when did he do this? march.. end of march that time.. i still rem it!! its juz lyk 1 mth ago oni!

did he change? i really tinks that he had changed.. but he didnt.. since he backstab mi again.. n he even insulted mi ytd lor.. not directly la.. but go 1 big round insult mi.. insult my studies, insult that i got no adam apple, lyk ah gua.. wad shit crap he is sayin.. every gt adam apples.. i oso got ok.. its juz that it cant be seem clearly.. still shout in class until so loud.. really buay ta han him.. he tink he very gd izzit.. act holy in church oni.. wanna be a cell leader? i dun tink he can.. not i wnana say la.. but its the truth lor.. adam ge say b4.. u wanna be a leader, u need 2 learn how 2 soon fu.. but he gt ma? church say no BGR.. he still go jio so mani gal.. not sucess in jio that gal, he change target jio again.. wth is this.. until now.. he jio until shauna.. then keep on goin steady with shauna.. so wad if adam ge n ivan ge noe bout it.. he still go steady with her.. in class still haolian he gt stead.. haolian that shauna draw him a card.. so wad gt gf? big deal ar.. i wan find gf now, i anihow go cal a gal n say ok.. then steady liao.. lol.. not i wnana haolian oso la.. but its real lor.. how mani gal lyk mi? i dun even noe.. coz i dun even care bout them after they say i love u.. zzz.. no matter fat 1, thin 1, ah lian, nerd or wad.. u wan wad type of gal oso gt.. the face lyk pig de oso gt.. zzz..

nvm.. lets dun tok bout this.. back 2 topic.. i m really sorry 4 wad i did 2dae.. sld not have throw the chair.. i wan, oso muz go infront of him n throw.. sld not haolian, take the chair n throw frm bhind.. all the way 2 the front.. or rather go infront n punch.. but..... dirty my hand la.. ya.. then hit until jamess.. haix.. sorry james.. i m realy really sorry.. hope he alrdy 4give mi.. sob. after i say sorry to james, outside the classroom, once he walked away.. after awhile i cried.. tears dropped down.. then the teacher ask mi y cry.. then i say coz i throw chair, accidently hit until jamess head.. n he was lyk bwg le.. (nothing to say) haix.. realy really very sorry jamesss.. hope his head is ok.. will be prayin 4 him de.. haix.. k la.. say until here la.. zzz.. so tired..

2ml still gt english paper 1.. haix!!! no mood do.. haix!

2005-04-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

back 2 blog again...!! i noe u guys miss mi loads.. lol! sian ah.. this few days keep on studyin n studyin.. zzz.. everyday study until 3+.. tue nite more worst.. study until 5am.. zzz.. oni gt 1hr to slp.. attually 4am can slp le.. but mi guai kia.. wanna do geo TYS.. mrs ali ask we all do ma.. the followin day which is wed, geo lesson that time.. mrs ali ask hu nv do.. almost whole class nv do sia! piang.. then mrs ali angry.. walk out of the class.. n guess wad? i m the 1st person 2 run out n chase her back.. then farveen follow.. jingzhe n poayin oso come n follow.. all so extra.. >.< but she nv come back la.. haix.. we beg her until lyk siao sia.. but stil nv come back.. sob. she oso say, we're on our own.. zzz.. self study! no teachin of us ani more! NO!!!!!!!!! HAIX.. then that nite i study again until 4am.. hee.. very guai wor.. every nite study n study.. reali reali very tired.. i guess i gonna black out soon.. sumtime reali feel lyk givin up.. haix..

2dae sat... nv go cell again.. i tink i'm no longer a member in a cell animore.. haix.. i reali wish to go.. n hope 2 go.. but the tink is.. i cant go! even if can, i guess i wont be there too... y? no1 sent mi passdown.. wth? sld be celeste sent mi passdown.. but she nv.. or rather there is no passdown? no1 tell mi anitink bout cell since 2 week ago..

jamesss called mi up today.. he ask mi y nv go cell.. i say i cant.. n he say u might as well dun come church animore.. he dun even understand my circumstances.. n he scolded mi 4 nth.. i said my mum dun let mi go out on sat n sun.. ever since the stealin of bus plate tinky happen.. part of it is bcoz of this.. the most important part is i admit 2 her that i'm a christian... haix! then my bro. say gt cell on sat, cant go.. sun service.. cant go out.. wth man.. then end up i always go out at night.. n james take this point in to scold mi as well.. say is i dun wan go.. not i cant go.. coz i at night can go out with him.. y cant i go cell.. coz its afternoon wad.. dumb jamesss.. always scold pple 4 nth.. oni he can kb mi. then i kb him cannot.. wth is this man.. haix.. i nv kb him he oso will kb mi 4 nth.. little tink kb le.. idiot..

haix.. no1 understands how i feel.. oni God noes.. haix..

i tink i will juz blog till here.. go study le.. bye!

sian!

2005-04-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

woah! so mani day nv blog le wor.. anibodi miss mi? haha.. haix.. this few day nth big reali happen leh.. same old routine everyday.. after sch go home study.. hee.. guai wor.. lonely mi always.. n i realli enjoy it.. =] even though no sch fren, still gt other outside sch de ma.. =].. recently juz noe 2 new frens.. =] 1 live near mi, 1 live sengkang.. loL! dun care.. 2dae get back chinese n geo test.. both fail.. zzz.. chinese fail by 6 n 1/2 marks.. y? coz mie this stupid little lim wei hao nv bring home the ci yu shou ce to study.. oni bring D&T back study.. zzz.. if not i sure pass le lor.. y? coz my zhao ju la.. i study the shou ce, sure noe how 2 zhao ju le wad.. my zhao ju its lyk total 28 marks.. n i oni gt 6? or 5 n 1/2.. haha.. thats pathetic.. n my geo test is even more pathetic.. 3 marks out of ? 20!!! shit man.. gonna fail my humanities.. dunno still in time 2 buck up anot... juz started studyin my humanities oni ytd! die die die! hmm.. 2 my surprise, the poh jingzhe hu always lyk to backstab mi, pass his chinese! attually is fail by 1/2 mark de.. how i noe? i heard him keep on buggin the cher for 1/2mark.. then cher dun wan give.. zzz.. so i asked him if he need 1/2 mark 2 pass.. then he say "shut up la ass hole" i keep askin then keep on scoldin mi.. wth? then when he go toilet that time, i go ask cher if he need 1/2 more mark 2 pass then cher say ya.. lol.. n wad i attually did is helpin him pleadin the cher for 1/2 mark! WHAT THE HELL? I ATTUALLY DID THAT!? i keep on beg n beg for him.. n then cher ask joseph pass him the jingzhe paper.. cher take le.. then add 1 mark to him.. n wad he get? 50 n 1/2.. lol.. at least still pass la.. hmm.. wonderin n tinkin y i help him sia! sld not waste my breath helpin him.. he even scold mi ass hole 4 askin his mark.. dumb shit! summore he is sum1 in my life hu backstab mi the most.. n still act as if nth happen.. zzz.. n i still plead the mark 4 him lyk a DOG! grr.. dun care la! freakin fed up! maybe its all God's will ba.. =] alrdy started studyin 4 my mid year le.. =] gonna jia you le.. yeah man! started on my S.S, geo, poa n chinese chap 1.. hee. chinese stil left 9 more chap to go.. n the last few day b4 it, final revision! yeah! gonna aim for A2.. haix.. this few weeks nv go church!!! sian!!! i wanna go! but juz cant.. coz mummy... zzz.. wonder if those moron gt go anihow say bad things bout mi bhind my back again anot.. say wad i wanna leave church or wad shit.. purposely dun wanna come.. zzz.. they say le i oso dun care.. juz wanna go church 2 worship God n not for fame n playin.. n those shitty stuff that those pple do.. foolin around, flirtin around with gals.. *er hem* u all sld noe hu.. haha! the famous jingzhe.. wahahaha.. come in church alrdy try 2 jio bout 5 or 6 gals le ba? then oni 1 sucess.. zzz.. aiya.. dun care them la.. hope i can reali go back 2 church as soon as possible.. tryin 2 phyco my mummy 4get bout church tinky stuff.. so that i can go out again on sat afternoon n sunday morning? ya.. (if i can find reasons) =D prayin hard 2 go back 2 church soon.. hopefully this sat can go cell n sunday service.. blog till here le la.. byeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sian leh!

2005-04-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

finally back 2 blog.. ytd got "sumbody" help mi blog.. haha.. then ani how write.. lol! btw, i now still haven go bath.. lol! 2dae sld be a gd day.. coz S.S cher(rojak) nv come.. then D&T cher(albdu) oso nv come.. yea! then gt 3 period free which is 3hours.. whahahahah.. but then.... haix.. D&T is frm 11.30am to 1.30pm de.. but.. the stupid mrs ali (ali baba) come in revise with us geo! WHAT THE HELL! sumore is map.. whereby those art student dun get to reply.. frm 12pm she come in, all the way until 2.30.. sumore he still wan extent till 2.45pm.. wad shit sia.. zzz.. 2 hours n 45 min de geo! grr... when the stupid ali baba teach half way, jingzhe come back.. zzz.. then take dunno wad stupid tink.. take le go back then come back revise with us.. mrs ali ask y. then he say he dropping art alrdy.. n i was lyk what the hell.. he drop art 4 wad sia.. seriously, he is so stupid to drop art.. nvm.. i dun care bout fag... oni those fag. will tink of droping those sub. which they cant cope.. if mi, i cant cope with the sub., i sure chiong until siao.. study lyk siao 4 that sub.. aiya if he wan drop then faster go 4a2 la.. sian leh.. with him in the class... zzz.. he faster go there better.. *peace* lol! *evil me* but oso 4 his own gd la.. he can oso go there flirt with those gals in 4a2.. thats his wish though.. seriously, in my own opinion, i tink that he is really a fag.. little tink oso give up.. zzz... still rem he sec2 that time.. attually can take express maths de.. then he dun wan.. he appeal to take express maths le.. come 4 the make up lessons flirt around.. then nv come le.. zzz.. then heard frm others that he is dropping.. wad a fag. pardon mi 4 being so evil.. i noe that i'm evil.. but i juz still cant get over the tink he did to mi in the past.. attually alrdy get over le la.. but.. its lyk i 4give le.. then he did it again lor.. i thought he bcum christian le.. maybe will change la.. but.. still nv.. still backstab mi.. sian! n i still act as if i dun noe bout this tink.. seriously.. i noe this tink alrdy.. loL! but hu cares.. i dun care if he is goin to read this or others gonna read this.. this is juz my own opinion.. if its realli hurtin, then sorry.. i m juz too straight away with my words.. ytd damn tired sia.. i chiong physics workbook until 3.30am.. frm 10+ chat on phone.. while doin my physics until bout 12.15am then do in my room.. the worst tink.. i do 4 so mani hours le.. but still cannot finish.. i'm such a loser.. n dumb ass.. dunno how do the qns.. =[ nvm.. will work hard n pull up my socks even more high man! haha.. haix.. been missin my church fren loads sia.. zzz.. so long nv go service n cell le.. :'( oso not i wan de.. but.. haix.. ever since i have a fight with my parents that night bout the bus tink.. then link to my church tinky.. n i juz bo bian.. suddenly, juz feel lyk admittin to them that i'm a christian.. "wads bad bout admitting.. i gt wad 2 shame bout sia.. " this sentence suddenly flash past my mind.. n i say it out le lor.. then die la.. scold lyk siao.. zzz.. at 1st is sunday cant come.. then bcum sat.. coz my stupid bro. dunno y oso noe bout church got cell grp on sat.. n i was lyk wad the hell.. then bcum sat n sun grounded.. haix... very sorry guys.. cant come n pei u all.. miss u guys so much.. espicially adam ge.. haix.. he gonna be sad bout it again.. n my bao bei zhen xuan ge.. haix! he come out every sat.. then consistantly 2 weeks nv c him le leh.. damn freakin miss him.. haix.. i will try my best to come man.. no matter wad.. beat until my leg break le i oso crawl there la.. lol! aiya.. i blog till here le la.. oso dunno y suddenly blog until so long.. haha.. thank you 4 those pple hu read until here.. thk u 4 ur kind attention.. byeeeee... P.S: i spent half n hours bloggin.. haha..!

2005-04-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

nth to write lehhx .
so siians dis few days

zzzZZZzzzzzzzz ....

friday got de toopid sports day
sat go for toopid bbq at miie aunty hse ...
zZz .
while goingg to miie aunty hse tat time .
i saw miie chemistry teacher
-murali-
the stupid teddy bear
[hahasss]

den sunday ...
stay home de whole day .
zZz
so guai rite ?
[hhahas]

ytd and today
i bery happy nehx .
maybe i foreva will be happy liao lo
*someone* shld noe whyy am i happy !!!
[hahahs]

today miie hp bill come ...
zZz
over use sia ...

now nth to do lehhx .
zZz
boredd si wo lerhx !

blog next time ..
BYE !

OH YA !
-better go bathe arx-
.dun everytime so late den bathe arx.
SMELLY PIGGG !! ! ! !!!
-hehex-

edited by :
someone which euu dun need to noe who i am !!!
stopp beingg a KPO ! . =DDD

i love u.

2005-04-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

back to blog le.. whahaha.. zzz... so sian this few days.. ytd, nth 2 do in sch.. slp in POA lesson.. really damn sian n tired lor the class.. haix.. then i do sumtink stupid agian ytd.. wahhahaha.. i go draw the name of her on the left side of my shoes.. then my name on the right shoes.. haha.. stupid n lame de mi.. haha.. 2dae sports day.. early morning as usual go clementi.. zzz. but 2dae go studium.. reach there, our class sit at the front, which is so freakin hot.. y? the sun directly shine onto us lor.. sian diao.. then i go there slp sumore.. lol.. lying down there.. head on kongwee thigh.. lol! i'm not gay.. haha.. then use weiming bag cover my face.. lol.. n slp.. zzzzzzzz.. slp till half way, the stupid francis go poke my ass... damn gay... n joseph? squeeze my nipplesss..nb.. n weiming throw all the bag onto mi.. stupid.. sumore when kongwee go buy drink that time, then no leg 2 lean on, so lean on the floor.. with bag covering my head.. n wad did the stupid enkai do? he go n sit on my head.. stupid sia.. then i scream lyk hell.. lol.. bo bian.. whole body tio cover by whole loads of bags.. haha.. no wonder he cant c mi.. haha.. after the sports day, we went to the nearby coffe shop 2 eat lunch lor.. meanwhile, the charles ask mi to sing the " so.. so.. mee soto" zzz.. which i tok back 2 the teacher ytd.. lol.. the stupid miss kuo give mi attitude say wad so? then i say so.. so.. mee soto la.. then whole class laugh.. *stupid* aiya.. wadeva.. i dun give a damn.. its normal 4 mi 2 come out with crappy tink.. haha.. k la.. blog till here le.. needa go jurong point with my darlin jamesss soon.. whahaha.. byeeeeeeee.......

piinkoboii is sad..

2005-04-06T17:46:00.000+08:00

i wanna cry.. dunno y.. i juz feel lyk cryin out loud.. i keep on tinkin of her.. time past.. day by day, my love 4 her is gettin deeper n deeper for her.. but everytime i meet her once, my confident of havin her become more n more lower.. my heart is startin to break of into pieces.. haix.. piinkoboii is sad 2dae.. very sad after meetin her.. i sld be happy to c her 2dae.. but wad i feel is different.. i dun have ani more confident to have as my gf.. i dun tink we will be 2gether.. i reali feel lyk cryin.. sum1 help mi... if u r here to read this blog.. i hope u noe hu u are.. for u, i m willing to sacrifice for u.. i promise.. i love u so much.. love u loads!

dun play with fire..

2005-04-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

ehxx.. 2dae wad leh? play fire in sch.. ya.. haha.. i set bottle on fire.. lol.. then squeeze the bottle, flame burst out.. lol.. n i even set shirt n pants on fire.. LOL! as for my class pple, u all sld noe wad i did ya.. i m ashamed 2 say out the "tink" i set on fire.. lol! then even my chinese teacher oso c it.. all take video n pic of it.. wad bout mi? i dun have leh.. lol.. no 1 help mi take.. zzz.. but nvm.. go my frenster c the pic if ya wanna look at how mr lim play with fire. haha.. the pic in frenster is juz now go out with jamesss take de.. haha.. my finger there de small hair oso kanan burn until no hair le.. coz of hu??? jamesss cheong.. he n his stupid idea of trappin the gas inside the bottle, cover it with the cap.. then burn the cap.. subsequently, i burn the cap till it break.. wad happen? of coz the gas in the bottle leak out la.. n bomb.. my hand tio burn.. n jamesss stood there laughin lyk siao.. i was lyk wth alrdy.. he still laugh until lyk mad man.. zzz.. i say until here, u muz be tinkin that, "he's crazy huh?" attually, i'm not.. haha.. i juz do it out of boredom.. lol.. too sian le.. sch life = sian.. so need play with this tink relax relax abit or rather entertain the class ya.. ? alamak.. i blog until here le la.. gtg le.. i wanan go do something special le.. whahahaha.. btw, finally i have gotten my very own freakin pen.. lol.. n highlighter.. ya.. total? $3.10.. zzz.. i brought a pinko highlighter.!!! yeah.. instead of usin the macdonald highlighter.. lol! n a black pen.. ya.. seems nice to use.. always c the friday weekly inside gt advertise.. lol.. so buy n try try lor.. =D bye....

i love you..

2005-04-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

wahhahaha.. finally get 2 blog le.. u guys must have missed mi lots.. lol! this few days happen so mani tink.. but nvm.. =] life still go on.. haix.. day by day, i m startin 2 miss u loads n loads... do u noe.. i dunno y.. dun ask mi y too.. coz i really dunno.. ur face keep on appearin in my mind.. i noe that it may be impossible for us to be together.. but i dun care.. this is the 1st time i dun care bout such tink n i will go 4 u.. i will juz wait n wait.. until the time is ripe.. 4 the time being now, i hope that u will be happy always.. without ani troubles.. i will be always by ur side to protect u n give u my full support.. juz wait 4 mi.. juz a few more years time, i blive that we will be together.. wait.. juz wait.. its fate for us to meet each other n know each other.. i love u deeply.. so much more day by day.. hope u will noe hu u are.. i love u...

2005-03-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

zzz... seriously, i feel lyk cryin.. i wanna cry.. haix.. my hair is being cut my the stupid barber.. hire by my sch.. that idiot barber cut until so short! grr.. stupid eugene tan.. he damn ass or.. last few day ask mi comb down our hair.. then 2dae mr ng say grooming check.. ask the teacher check if our hair long.. oso gt alot of pple hair even longer then mine.. then nv catch.. make mi go bhind n stand.. then sent 2 barber.. that stupid tan still say wad i alrdy warn u to cut ur hair during weekend.. when the hell did he warn mi to cut my hair.. he didnt lor.. he oni say comb down my hair. then 2dae i comb down.. he still catch mi.. ass hole.. make mi waste $4 on a stupid hair cut! i wanna complaint!!! since the beginning of the year, i every month cut 1 time hair lor.. damn wad leh.. jan i cut once, b4 new year i cut once.. the endin of feb, i cut again.. then now.. cut again! i bet that april end, gonna be cuttin again.. damn de lor.. my sch is so pervertic.. even a botak head person oso got caught for long hair? wth.. frm this, can c that my sch is so freakin pervert lor.. a bald person with alrdy no hair.. still need 2 cut? crazee..

wad courses to take?!!

2005-03-30T02:35:00.000+08:00

yeah.. finally have time 2 blog.. ytd no time.. zzzz.. freakin busy with my D&T folio.. today oso.. haha.. juz finish findin sum generated ideas.. woot.. n i was lyk how the hell m i goin 2 make the artefact.. grr.. so diff. sia.. n mrs albdu keep on wantin mi to make that artefact.. y? coz she say gt designer taste.. zzz.. nvm.. i will juz try my best n make.. 2dae so happy.. weeee... guess wad? my physics test, i pass!! 1st time.. lol! sumore get 4th position in class.. haha.. gt present leh.. 1st time wor.. haha.. really must thanks God liao.. i study until so hard 4 that test.. it took mi bout frm 11.30pm all the way study till 2.45am... zzz.. but attually i m not so satisfied with the marks.. its lyk i tink i can even get higher.. its juz that i nv really study hard enough.. as in wad? my time management.. i oni study it b4 the day of the test.. if i study it long ago.. maybe can get 20+ as wad 4A2 pple can do.. we oso can do man! haix.. really needa pull up my socks liao.. term 1 slack lyk siao le.. now.. cant really catch up.. haix.. sian la.. 2ml need to bcum nerd le la.. stupid eugene tan.. lyk keep on goin against mi sia.. everytime kanna scold sure mi kanna scold.. sian.. 2dae say by that dumb dumb Tan.. say wad my hair not acceptable.. too spiky... n i was lyk WHAT THE HELL? francis that hair ani how spike.. until all stand up n so disgustin oso nv kanna caught.. n GUESS WHAT? i got said by that dumb Tan De Lun! wth sia.. not even mr murali scold mi 4 my hair lor.. mr murali oni say charles n francis.. *as usual* same old person.. but dun have mi le.. lol! mr murali oso nv say my hair spike.. n wad did the eugene tan say.. spike hair.. the baber is comin this week.. better comb ur hair down.. i was lyk HUH?! mr murali nv say bout my hair.. he say.. sumore everytime is murali caught my hair de lor.. my hair alrdy put as low as i can le.. but still kanna say.. zzz.. maybe the side ba.. sian diao lor.. got ani mistake or prob, the tan sure come find mi... SIAN LA! but nvm.. i dun give a damn 2 that cher man.. i will juz study as wad i wish to.. 2dae oso go the temasek poly design sch.. after finish the whole visiting, i dun reali noe wad course to take.. i have been tinkin of takin interior architecture & design.. but after watchin the tink they do or wad.. my confidence of takin that course goes down.. haix. n other courses, i dun reali lyk, which is apparel design &merchandising, interactive media design, moving images, products & industrial design n visual communication... so far.. wad i have been tinkin of the 1st choice is " i dun know" 2nd, " products & industrial design" 3rd, " visual communication" as for the interior design, b4 the visiting, was a very very high percentage that i wanna take!!! wahahha.. after the visiting, i m lyk completely blur.. brain, tinkin of " holy mama" "what the hell m i goin 2 take?" " this is so nice but its freakin difficult to do.." " m i able 2 do it?" all this tink appearing in my mind.. haix.. as for products n industrial design, i dun tink i m able to make it as for my brain.. it is not so creative.. but sumtime is very creative.. dunno y leh.. haha.. visual communication even need more brain storming of the ideas n thinking knowledge.. by visualising the picture, i can noe wad it is sayin.. but so far.. i c all the examples of their work, i m blur.. wad the hell they tokin? i dunno.. zzz.. wad to doooooooooooooo................. haix.. so stress up.. in the bus, goin back sch that time, i kept on tink n tink bout it.. but still dunno.. ani1 tel mi wad 2 take? btw, i m oni intrested in design sch.. ple dun tell mi wad business, engineerings.. my house alrdy gt a business woman.. graduated frm NUS business course alrdy, n a stupid 1st class honour engineering student. graduate last year i tinK? yup.. so, i wanna take sum other courses instead of this 2.. wanna prove 2 them that i can do it.. dun ask mi take science course too.. wait long dude if u wnana force mi 2 take.. i would bang my head onto the wall if i take science.. btw, i get to noe a uncle frm temasek poly.. lol! the security guard.. i tok 2 him in a indian slang.. then he oso tok 2 mi back in indian slang.. haha.. even get 2 noe his name.. "pei hoo san" lol! hoo san, macham lyk hassan.. haha.. k la.. i blog till here.. pls give mi some comments on wad courses sld i take.. thanks.. seriously, i need some senior advise.. or maybe those junior advise.. =D
P.S: my mum said " y m i workin so hard on N lvl D&T?" i say of coz muz work hard la.. then wad she say is "its juz a N lvl.. N lvl u stay until so late do finish.. then next year O lvl how sia.." the moral of the story is.. i sld not study so hard for N lvl, juz last min study abit can liao.. thats wad my mum is hinting mi.. -.- *stupid*

theres no such tink as fren..

2005-03-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden, i feel that all my fren is two sided.. even my trusted fren.. i cant really trust him anymore as wad i do in the past... haix.. at different circumstances, he will say different tink one,, two sided de lor.. haix.. why like that!!! i feel that i m like being used by him.. whenever he is down n need a fren to console, i will always be there..but when i need a fren, he would juz pretended that he doesnt noe mi.. n when he got no money, he will always ask from me.. n i kept on givin him the money whenever he needs it.. he is lyk startin to take this for granted.. takin mi lyk his POSB bank or money tree or ATM ??? haix.. sob. once again, my fren 1 by 1 betray mi.. do i still really have fren? i dun really lyk to have a fren.. seriously.. everytime i have a fren n my fren will surely betray me even thou i m so loyal to them.. actin lyk their dog.. haix.. i wont have fren anymore.. n not even him.. he sld noe hu he is.. my very trusted de fren.. now no longer he is my trusted n best fren.. my heart is being tore into pieces.. will anyone noe? no one will ever noe.. as i m 4eva suffering the pain inside my hear n not showing my true feelin out.. haix.. all i have now is oni jeremy ge n zhenxuan ge.. haix.. my fren is gettin lesser n lesser day by day.. haix..

sian!!!

2005-03-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

2dae got youth meetin.. after that meet 3pm at city hall.. zzz. . then go bible house to have the youth meetin.. after that ice breaker, worship, listen 2 adam ge tok.. then worship... haix.. need to memorise the lu jia fu ying de tinky.. sad.. 1 day for mi to memorise.. wonder if i can memorise anot leh.. zzz.. after that we go Funan IT mall eat lor.. =] then i eat so mani ya kun even thou i had alrdy ate a mee pok.. lol! so hungry.. whole nv eat leh.. mai siao siao.. n i slim down alot leh.. lol! k la k la.. gonna go memorise the tinky le.. zzz.. if cannot memorise then wad 2 do! how!??? sure copy the passage again.. then maybe copy 20? thats wad i know bout ivan ge.. sob. gtg le.. byeeeeeee.............. good luck to mi.. hope i can memorise it all.. woot..

zzz

2005-03-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

2day 2pm reach church for service.. then go changi conference center to see benmin ge baptise n
then BBQ le.. =D swim inside water.. weee.. so cooling.. haha.. oso use the basketball play inside the pool lol! haix.. but too bad
need to go home early.. zzz... coz we live at west side.. so go home need alot of time.. sob.. but i still reach home at 11.10pm..
haha.. coz mi jamess n joseph sit at macdonald eat ice cream.. =PpPPpPpPpPp we still children.. wahaha.. so sian.. nth do at
home.. zzz.. 2ml morning going run again! lol.. must reali train my 2.4km le.. i realli cant blive i get a 12.54 timing.. last year i still
11min lor.. zzz.. haix.. missing u so much sia.........sob..................... k la blog till here.. 2ml morning still need go run, reach home
le still must study.. =D guai kia leh.. then go meet zhenxuan ge.. go cine.. maybe? playin pool or goin kbox ba.,. haha! then got
combine youth meeting.. at 3pm.. =] byeeeeeeeeeee................. btw, i rocks! n pinky roxs!!!!!!!!!


~=~piinkoboii=~

zzz

2005-03-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

sian.. nth 2 do.. so come blog.. juz now whole day very lazy.. haha.. now.. 1.25am.. its good friday le.. =D nvm.. 2dae after sch, go pei charles to the "shop".. make the stupid class tee.. zzz.. so expensive sia.. $30.. >.< attually gt a $20 de.. but then its dry fit clothes.. then it make use of the digital tinky to put it on the shirt.. quite nice.. but then charles dun lyk dry fit clothes.. so we choose the $30 de lor.. 100% cotton leh! haha.. our class tee seriously roxs.. so nice the design.. after that, shaun father drive us to queensway shopping center.. coz i wanna buy a tee shirt.. =D then charles pei mi go lor.. on the car, we r so damn freakin shock that shaun's father is so vulgur.. lol! n then sit the car until wanna vommit.. the car no suspenstion.. then drive a while then bounce up n down.. zzz. wanna vommit.. juz drunk a jolly sandy n being shake up n down.. i burp lyk siao.. haha.. subsequently, we went home sweet home.. woot.. reach home do nth.. play com nia.. all the way until now.. haha.. lazy study.. 2ml then study ba.. =D blog till here le.. 2ml morning meetin my pri sch darlin shawn teo go jogging.. wahhahaha.. byeeeeeeeee.................

sian..

2005-03-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

zzz.. nth 2 write 2dae leh.. oni felt quite satisfied with myself.. yeah! can concentrate in class leh.. geo, chem n maths.. 1st time listen in class .. lol.. still can understand la.. haha.. i asked alot of qns during geo.. lol! but nvm.. at last still understand.. after sch, no fren, no where go.. =pPpPppp so go home lor.. reach home, c no1 at home.. n i cried " mama where r u! i wan eat.. i very hungry" lol! then cal mummy ask her buy lunch 4 mi back.. end up she buy bread.. zzz.. giant nth 2 buy izzit?? go buy bread.. zzz.. then switch on com, switch on air-con.. then go bath.. finish bath, change into my tribal gear boxers.. lol! subsequently, i checked my mail, sent JeR ge breakaway n go in my room do my homework.. finish doing within 1 hour! i roxs.. haha.. then take a 30min nap.. wake up eat again n use msn.. chat.. tok kong tok kong awhile now then blog lor.. maybe later goin out with my ai ai jamesss.. hee.. =D 2nite gonna study again.. revise those sub. that i m weak in.. finally got out with my study time table.. after sch come back, bath liao then do hw.. no hw, study 1 hour plus.. then use com.. at nite, frm 10pm revise till 1am.. if reali very tired then study till 12am.. if still cannot slp, then keep on study.. =D gd plan? after sch, still need study 4 hours plus.. izzit enough? tel mi hor if not enough.. thank yeww.. blog till here le.. nth more 2 write.. coz nth happen 2dae.. bleh.. (alone le wad.. still gt tink will happen meh?) btw, i isolate myself at 1 corner of the class.. feel so great.. woot.. roxs on my world man joel! =PpPpPpPpppPPppPpP

Lonely Rocks! woot!

2005-03-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

wah!!!! finally can use internet after 1 week.. zzz.. so mani tink happen.. ever since the basketball match.. soul being hurt which lead to my body n sprit hurt too.. but.. hu cares.. now its all gone.. new term, new life! yeah! startin to concentrate in class n do hw.. =D u might be surprise to hear that i attually bother to do my Social studies hw.. haha.. even spent time doin it late at nite.. so mani tink happen the whole holiday week.. n there r oso sum other tink that i dun even noe wad happen until ytd.. to my surprise, my trusted fren which is joseph, jingzhe n weng backstab mi.. together with celeste.. but.. hu cares.. i dun care man.. sometime i really cant stand the way they behave outside n in church.. its really a big different lor..they r actin "so holy" in church.. n when they r outside with other pple but not church pple, they bcome devil.. their attitude really sucks.. when they disturb pple, they do not have their own limits.. they will do until so guo fen lor.. haix.. not sayin that i m gd.. i dare 2 admit that i do still dun really set a gd example of christian.. but i m tryin 2 change.. to mi, i can at least c change startin 2 take place on mi.. wad bout them.. they r still the same.. being so childish n disturb pple with no limits.. wad bout weng.. actin ah beng all the way.. if he wanna act, hopefully he wont get slap by other pple again.. juz lyk how he is being slap by 1 guy last year.. kanna slap alrdy then stay there.. dun dare hit back.. n tears shimmering down.. haix.. hu cares.. frm now on, i seriously wont care bout it animore.. they wanna act holy or act gd n guai infront of adam ge or other leaders.. i wont care man.. coz wadeva they r doin, God knows it.. i wont care bout ani1 else again.. i wont be wantin to have fren after much consideration.. so wad if have fren? 1st tink, do they treat u as their fren? or a dog? 2nd, fren may betray u or backstab u ani point in time.. wad for? coz they r selfish n have a narrow heart that wants to take revenge on u if u have betray them once.. one of the example is like jingzhe backstabin mi in the past.. he do so much hurt to mi.. n wad i have in the past is still havin a narrow heart.. wantin revenge.. n i did it.. wad he did again is he backstab mi again.. woot.. juz as i always say yuan yuan xiang bao he shi liao.. i wont care bout them animore.. callin wad F4 or wad shit.. i can tel u.. there is no more F4 in lifeline.. i'm goin towards lonely.. i had chosen lonely.. i feel so gd with it.. monday, sch reopen.. i sit alone during S.S lesson.. n i concentrate.. i nv tok with them nethier do they.. during recess time, i buy food myself.. i sat in between the english speakin grp n chinese speakin grp which is joseph they all.. none the grp care bout my sense of belongin.. wad i feel is that i have no sense of belongin to this grp of class animore.. n i feel perfectly alrig.. after sch, i go home.. instead of hangin out with those pple hu treat mi lyk a dog.. when i reach hm, i have time to take a nap n continue revising or do my hw.. its great.. wad i usually do on bus when goin to sch or back hm is read bible.. this gonna be my daily routine.. n i feel good.. lalallalala.. haha.. so if next time ani of u saw mi, pardon mi for being so dao.. i will juz say hi.. n walk off i wont be tokin crap with u guys.. coz i juz wish 2 be alone.. all i wan now is to concentrate on my study n get at least a 4 points for my N lvl.. n a 14 pts for my O lvl.. thats my target... =D all the fren that i wish to be with is oni zhenxuan ge n maybe james? sometime dun really like the way he treat mi.. treatin mi lyk a fool n idiot.. haix.. but.. oso bo bian.. maybe its my fate to be bully by everyone ba.. nvm.. after all i still thanks God for everything.. be it good or bad.. attually for a period of time, i really hate my life so much.. after readin the bible on the bus 2dae on the way to sch, i saw a verse.. that make mi startin to love my life instead of hating my life.. lol! i m scare of hating my life... haha.. i love my life so much now.. wee...... btw, lonely rocks! muhahahhaha..

tired day..

2005-03-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

wah sian.. 2dae i'm goin 2 shortcut all the way.. cut down the length my my blog.. too tired 2 type.. after sch, go follow joseph go find mdm yehida.. 2 take back his tink.. then saw james cryin over his POA marks, reali feel sad 4 him.. then i walk there n pat on his back.. wanna console him.. then end up, he push my hand away... zzzz. then dun care le.. oni ask miss wu 4 tissue paper.. ask miss wu give him.. after that then go clementi CC train bball.. then take taxi rush down Republic poly..to hand in the form.. then my 1 n oni $5 gone.. pay 4 the taxi fare.. haix.. then jz n wc oso dun wanna pay.. sian.. then jz very wad de lor.. gt money still act siao say no money le.. very de wad leh.. then ask guojing jie fren use nets pay for us the registration fee. then we will return cash back.. then jz say can return next week.. very wad de lor.. gt money still dun wan return pple.. afterwhich, we at RP there play bball..until boon kor come.. then oso gt other pple come.. suddenly, those pple wan play team.. haix.. so play lor.. they all damn rough sia.. push here n there.. make jz fall alot time.. i oso kanna slap by him.. on my hand.. whole hand red!!! >.< so painful... after the match, hmm.. quite quite satisfied with my performer.. but not reali very la.. can dribble ball without lookin the ball le.. haha.. then boon kor wanna try steal my ball.. then i look at his eyes n dribble lol! still at there smile at him.. then drive over.. woot.. then shootin oso starts 2 get better le.. gt score quite a no. of ball outside the red area.. =D play all the way until 6.45.. then jz this mama boy need rush home.. lol.. overall, i m ddamn freakin tired 2dae.. btw, at around 5+, james cal mi.. he said sorry 2 mi bout juz now.. as he hit my hand away.. coz he thought i m jingzhe.. LMAO! ROFL! jz still say he is lyk that de.. haha.. yup.. he is lyk that, 2 jz oni.. lol.. blog till here le bye..! james, jiayou.. i blive that if u reali strive even more harder, u will pass ur POA de... trust me dude.. JIAYOU!!!

dot dot dot

2005-03-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

zzz... 2dae da jie like PMS sia.. a little bit of joke oso cannot tahan le.. haha.. sian.. 2dae ms chen go 4 the netball tournament... so last period no have her lesson.. die sia.. miss out alot of lessons with her le.. wonder how the hell r we goin 2 catch up with all the chapters.. haix.. after sch go novena meet adam ge n ivan ge.. take MRT until i ki siao! so far sia.. haix.. after watchin how ee jie is sufferin n wad she tok bout her past, feel very sad for her.. sob. sob. may God bless her.. then we haf bible study with adam ge.. then muz walk to united square i tink? 2 a christian book shop buy sth.. 1 whole day walk here n there.. frm novena MRT take till bukit batok.. lol.. on the way 2 bukit batok, mi joseph n james keep on playin on the train.. then gt a gal keep on laughin at us.. -.-||| childish? haha.. haix.. so jealous sia.. james n joseph both wanan change phone 2 motorola E398.. *jealous*but nvm.. maybe end of year ba.. mummy maybe changin phone 4 mi.. haha.. =p then heard frm james he buyin the phone 2ml.. >.<>

do i have frens?

2005-03-02T14:51:00.001+08:00

wah.. 2dae nv go sch.. haha.. so shiok.. coz our sch de O lvl results very gd.. haha.. then celebrate.. haix.. last few days keep on coughin n coughin.. till now still coughin.. zzz.. dunno when will cough finish leh.. haix.. attually 2dae alrdy meet them after sch go play bball le.. but end up nv go.. coz i nv go sch + around 10+ wanan go find them.. but i c rainin then i nv go.. so sms them ask them if that side gt rain anot.. i wait 4 their sms until i fall asleep.. lol.. then slp until bout 11.45.. then slp again until12.30.. then they say dun need go liao.. so stay home do nth.. play com oni.. zzz.. then bout half n hours ago, joseph cal mi.. say wad i ask francis bring his ball 4 nth.. then he dun wan take home.. wah kao.. he at clementi lor.. then house oso at clementi.. still dun wan take home.. piang.. stil ask mi take cab down find them n take the ball.. i say i wont de lor.. waste my time come down juz 2 take the stupid ball... then wad he say? guess wad.. he scold mi " kan ni lao bu la chee bye".. wth man.. he wan scold mi can la.. but he wad he scold now is scold my mother.. wth lor.. damn freakin angry.. cant he juz say in a polite manner.. i cant take it animore le lor.. wad i do is always help them with this n that.. when i ask them do sth 4 mi.. all wont do 1.. macham i m their dog lor.. sth i reali wonder if they regardmi as their fren or juz their slaves.. haix.. thats sth i wish 2 tel joseph.. which is, u can scold mi wadeva vulgur u wan.. but PLEASE DON'T F*CKING SCOLD MY MOTHER!!! THIS IS JUST A WARNING TO YOU.. IF YOU REALLY DO THIS ONE MORE TIME, DON'T BLAME ME IF I REALLY GO BACK TO MY OLD SELF.. mark my words boy.. dun tink i dun dare.. i freakin have my own patience.. wad i have found out is that i tink joseph have been influence by dion.. they r havin lots of secret n he start 2 scold more n more vulgur outside.. i must admit that i do scold vulgur outside too.. but do i scold it all the time..i dun.. wad bout joseph.. he freakin starts 2 scold more n more ever since he always hang out with dion n tok 2 him on phone.. i guess he learn all those tink frm dion ba.. everytime scold vulgur outside.. zzz.. joseph ar joseph ar.. y must u become like that.. haix.. sumtime i really tink alot that do i really have frens? do i realy have best fren? seriously.. joseph n weng oni noe how 2 ask mi do this n that 4 them.. do they realy treat mi as their fren.. wad bout james.. he starts to give mi attitude every now n then.. our relationship is gettin more n more further apart.. even though i tink that hangin out with my pri sch fren that always act lyk gangster or speak vulgur is bad, but i still tink that they r at least my trustful fren.. at least they r loyal n they respect mi.. they dun scold my family members or wad.. they dun force me to do this n that... who is my frens attually.. do i still have frens? i guess not.. maybe there is no such tinks as best fren.. there r oni fren fren ba.. haix.. feelin really very very low this few day.. bad tinks keep on comin onto mi.. a really bad headache, follow by dizziness which cause mi 2 faint for 3 hours, sore throat, cough n now.. have a backaches.. haix.. dunno y sudenly my back so pain.. maybe slpin position not gd ba.. as wad my mum say.. zzz... gonna blog until here le.. lazy 2 type more.. gonna find sth 2 eat.. still haven eaten my lunch yet.. so hungry... >.

4B2 guys rocks!

2005-02-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

woah! 2dae so suay sia.. but afterall i tink quite fun.. haha! last period POA lesson, mdm kuo dunno go where, then relief teacher come in.. we all dun care le.. so every1 of us go down canteen buy drinks.. when we reach canteen, saw james n vic, fuad, n ramzi at the bball court playin soccer, we all tempted 2 play, so run 2 the bball court n play.. haha.. play n play until so happy, suddenly, jolene sms us.. say mr ho comin 2 catch us.. as we skip lesson.. lol.. then we oso dun care.. juz keep on playin awhile then wanan go back le.. just when we wanna go back, mr ho reach the bball court.. end up all kanna caught.. then stand in 3 rows.. n he read out every1 of our name n bring us to the general office, then ask mr ng come out.. mr ng ask we all stand outside the general office until 3pm then he will come back.. he ask we all 2 tink of a solution so that we will rem this incident.. if not, he tink the better solution is canning.. lol.. then tink n tink lor.. until bout 3.10pm, he come back.. standed for bout 55 min.. to 1 hour.. zzz. so tired.. when he come back, we say the solution is detention.. then he say ok.. n ask if we have eaten our lunch.. we say no, n he say give us 30min eat.. go eeat until 3.40pm must come back.. when we come back, we waited until 5pm he still haven appear.. then 5.05 he appear.. comin frm the big gate with mr murali, which mean he juz come back frm eatin.. dammit.. waste our time standin outside.. grr.. after which, he gave each n every1 of us a paper.. which is the satement paper.. ask we all write down the exact story of wad happen then 2nd is why we do this.. 3rd, is wad if we do again, wad punishment will we get.. write finish let him c.. most funny tink is that enkai lyk writing compo.. he go write, " juz when we were playin happily, its remind us of the childhood that we have in the past n forget that we still have lesson on.." LOL!!! DAMN STUPID SIA.. haha.. then after we write finish, mi n joseph straight away go find zhenxuan ge.. at bukit timah shopping center.. the pool factor.. go play pool lor.. =p bout 2 yrs nv play pool le.. ever since i leave the g*ng... after that we go meet james at jurong east interchange.. we go eat, then go home le.. haix.. worst thing i m troubling bout is that i dunno how 2 let my mum sign on the statement sia.. damn.. if she noe, she sure kill mi de.. chop mi into mani pieces.. last time kanna catch by police so mani time n kanna catch smoking.. n i promise her alrdy.. wont get into trouble again.. now kanna this... zzz sia.. haix.. maybe 2ml morning, b4 i go out, i purposely act siao say "aiya, mother 4get let u sign sth.." after she sign, i snatch the paper n run out of the house.. muhahhahaha.. lol.. bad sia me.. haha.. after all quite fun.. lol! whole 4B2 guys kanna catch leh.. oni jingzhe, weng cheong n poayin.. poayin dun need say, coz he is a gay.. we dun consider him as a guy of 4B2.. then if jingzhe n wengcheong got come sch, they sure follow us go play de lor.. haha! then bcome 13 pple kanna catch.. but nvm la.. 11 pple kanan catch.. like band of brothers sia.. lol! just nice 11 pple.. power! =p write until here la.. so late le.. wanna orh orh le..

haix..

2005-02-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

haix.. my combine humanities total oni get 2.5/50.. lol.. 2dae juz gt back my geo paper.. i got 1/15.. power rig... haha.. dunno y, i feel lyk i realy cant catch up with my work anymore.. poa cant catch up, chinese, humanities and even my express maths.. all serious cant catch up at all.. now, i m really lost in a mazes.. tryin 2 find my way out.. but i just cant.. always get influence by my classmates, if not, then always sleepin in class.. now i got panda eyes le.. this few day is really lackin of slp.. haix.. then ytd go cut my hair with james.. i regreted so much lettin him go cut 1st.. after he cut finish, the person ask mi i wan cut wad.. then james say same as me, same as me.. then keep on say n say, even the person oso say n say.. then tu lan le.. i say ok la ok la.. end up, my hair short lyk siao.. damn freakin ugly lor.. juz imagine james hair puttin it on my head.. how the hell wld it look lyk.. freakin stupid.. i have a idiotic look now.. dammit.. then james say nice.. better then last time.. go sch that time, saw shaoxiong, ask him nice? he say no.. say very ugly.. then reach sch le, kanna laugh my joseph.. freakin hell lor.. macham his hair very nice lyk that.. still say i lan jiao tao.. his hair is even more lan jiao lor.. grr. then ramzi n vicente say my hair nice.. zhenxuan ge oso say nice.. haix.. so its nice or wad? or izzit others givin sacarstic remarks.. damn freakin angry lor.. haix.. feel lyk cryin.. so stress up this few days.. in the outer of mi, i may seem happy, but wad bout the inner.. no1 ever noe how i feel.. maybe oni james? yep.. after sch go play basketball with joseph, jingzhe, francis, enkai n jintong.. n i always get injure when playin basketball with jingzhe.. he is too damn freakin rough, after pushin mi down on the floor, instead of sayin sorry n help mi up, he say foul n take the ball walk away.. where the hell did i foul.. i pushed him? its him hu pushed mi so hard down on the floor.. dammit de lor.. ytd oso play basketball with them.. then ytd injure my elbow n butt.. keep on fallin.. haix.. 2dae still kanna make fall again.. wonder how long more m i going 2 live.. if i keep on fallin n fallin.. haix.. i gonna blog until say.. i m freakin sad now.. go rest le.. bye...............

stupid simin!

2005-02-18T19:22:00.000+08:00

wah suay sia.. my S.S test get oni 1/25.. lol! power rig.. champion sia.. nv study 4 the S.S test at all.. coz on b4 the test, the rojak then tel us 2ml gt S.S test.. then we whole class was so shock.. sumore on that day oso gt physic test.. zzz.. aniwae, 2dae damn suay! last period, POA lesson at IT lab 1.. then while we on the way goin, tokin wit enkai so happily.. he say wad, " weihao, if i tel u that i love u, will u accept me?" i say hell no.., i'm not a gay.. then he say " but we can love each other.. as the bible say love for" *BONG!* II BLUR DIAO.. enkai say until half way, we was juz passin 2A1, da breaker de class... zzz.. then i walk bside the door, n i was bein bang by the door... simin suddenly run to the door there, then she push the door.. n *BONG!* I TIO BANG! the door hit my face n my leg.. face still nvm, coz i m spinning my POA textbook.. the door hit the textbook then it hit my face.. not pain.. but as 4 leg.. neh neh leh.. bang until swollen.. pain lyk siao.. almost cannot walk.. pain lyk siao sia.. then simin walk out n laugh n laugh.. wth man! didnt even say a sorry.. dammit lor.. still laugh until so happy.. DAMN SIA.. WAD A "GOOD PREFECT" .. push the door hit until mi still nv say sorry.. while running to toilet, she keep on turn back look at mi n laugh.. very de wad sia.. grr.. buay ta han.. now my leg blue black le... idiot de simin.. haix.. i go cook dinner for my family liao la.. dun wan blog le.. damn freakin suay 2dae..

wheeee

2005-02-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

wah.. so fast monday le..somemore valentine day..zzz.. so lonely.. no1 to pei mi.. oni go watch movie with F4.. haix.. go watch the stupid "i do i do" so lame.. " A for ang moh tang, B for ba lu ku, C for c-kuay" haha.. go stupid clementi empress watch.. so hot.. got air-con lyk no air-con.. then the sofa sit got hole!.. lousy.. make mi watch until headache.. now still abit headache.. whole body oso aching n painful.. coz kanna sunburn.. sian.. skin peel lyk siao.. sumore cannot lie down n slp.. my back kanan burn lyk siao.. next time cannot morning go play bball le.. will kanan sunburn de.. wan oso cannot take out shirt.. burn the whole body.. so painhu.. :'( after that go james house.. keep on findin gal go out.. coz james ask mi find gal go out with him n wenqian for dinner.. i oso wanna follow! but no gal pei wo.. if i go veri extra.. lyk light bulb.. zzz.. end up go home.. lonely valentine day again.. sob. sob. chinese new year over le.. zzzzzz.. cannot play mahjong animore.. but nvm.. mayb goin ask my si tang come my house play.. lol! coz my mum let.. muhahahahhaha!! hmm.. wanna noe how much i get 4 my chinese newyear? secret.. cant tell.. later u all rob. mi.. haha.. all i can say is very little money.. sob. nvm.. still gt 2 more ang bao.. haha.. need get frm my uncle n aunt.. bleh.. sian sia.. next time dun wan play mahjong with my sis, sis-in-law n my bro le.. i purposely make big tile so that can win more money.. then when i win, they dun wan give money.. but nvm.. juz play for fun lor.. money doesnt matter.. hee.. now a days i veri crazy over qing ren this song le.. haha.. go where oso sing.. ytd at nite, after playin finish CS with robin n shawn, i oso go sing on the way home.. sing until veri loud sumore.. haha.. crazy le mi.. while shawn tokin on phone, i oso go sing.. lol! then inside bus very paiseh leh.. i sing until very loud.. then every1 turn n look.. so paiseh.. haha.. k la.. blog until here le.. wanna go rest... havin a very bad headache..

saddy dreamt...

2005-02-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

haix.. 2dae my plan all failed.. at 1st thought james wanna pei mi go queensway as wad he say.. then after that can go meet jingyuan.. now.. end up alone at home.. stay in sch waited 4 james.. until bout 3 then he say he not going,, sian.. then sumore jingyuan oso 4 no reason angry with mi.. sob... now feel lyk playin bball liao.. dunno james wan anot.. sian.. 2ml maybe cannot go conbine cell!!! :'( mummy ask mi stay home help her do house work.. abit feel lyk goin church, abit wanna help mummy.. coz she this few day everyday 4am then slp leh.. haix.. juz 2 make the biscuit to sell.. sumore i didnt even help at all.. feel so bad.. sorry mummy.. then 2ml she oso doin.. haix.. not sure wad 2 do leh.. sob. sob. i blog until here le.. bye... so tired.. lazy 2 blog le..

stupid day...

2005-02-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

haix.... finally...... i m back to lifeline.. all my fight with satan is all over.. all my stress gettin over soon.. soon goin chinese new year.. n 2ml last common test 4 this week.. shiok.. haix.. this whole week is lyk damn super busy!!! everyday oso got test.. grr... cannot ta han.. stress!!! then monday need pass up D&T.. zzz.. nvm.. mayb sunday chiong whole day.. then pass up quality work on monday le.. coz teacher goin give grade liao.. so this time sure cannot make ani mistake animore.. 2dae got 2 test!!!! stress up!! but lucky physic is pair test.. haha.. shiok shiok.. attually mi n joseph wanna pair up de.. then juz when i turn around n wanna join in the fun 2 make enkai paiseh, the stupid jingzhe, go snatch joseph away.. when i turn around, i was lyk freakin fed up.. then i find hu sia... then end up partner ramzi.. grr... cannot ta han jingzhe lor.. anitink oso wanna make mi fed up.. 2dae in chinese class, cher ask mi read, if read wrong how mani words, then need do push up.. then cher oso nv say read wrong how mani need do push up hor.. jingzhe kinda lyk wan attract attention, stand up, go take marker n write on board say " 4 weihao oni.." read wrong 1 words, 3 push up.. 5 words, 10 push up.. 10 words, 20 push up.. more then 10 words, 30 push up.. he tink i stupid izzit.. my chinese more gd then him lor.. i wont read wrong de lor.. all the words its lyk freakin easy.. wan sabo mi, wait long la.. after sch, he still say wad, need go find his mother tok 2 mrs boh.. wan go find then go find la.. still go follow us go play basketball.. then when gt pple ask wan play 4v4, he straight away say ok.. witout caring bout my sense of presence.. end up, they all at there 4v4.. wad bout mi? i sit there watchin them play!!! wth man.. i sit there just lyk an idiot.. waitin4 them.. after they play for bout 35min, finish the match le.. then wad? all went home.. wad bout mi? i play wad shit!!!! i purposely go 2 sch 2dae, juz 2 play bball with them.. n the bball is i brin 2 sch de lor! n wad? i didnt even play.. gt play is gt play.. how long? not more then 5min.. ask enkai let mi play, he say later.. then wad bout others.. joseph, i wan play with him.. francis sure dun need ask de.. he selfish lyk siao, macham will let mi play.. jingzhe more dun need say.. wanna act pro buay pro.. from wad i noe now, i wont play basketball with them animore.. n i promise! damn de lor.. sumore its i suggest wan play bball 2dae anot leh..end up i didnt even play.. i fed up lyk siao.. say wad 2ml i play with u la.. i dun need their pity lor... i say 2dae mean 2day.. macham 2ml he wan play with mi, macham i wan play with him.. lucky gary got cal mi.. at least can play 2dae.. end up playin at toh guan park.. with those unknown guy... but nvm.. kinda few that i gt improve abit le.. can jump higher n abit more flexible n dare 2 drive in.. shoot gettin better n better.. =D dun need jump so high oso can chop le.. hee... aiya,, better blog until here le.. wanna go study 4 POA le.. if not i sure fail 2ml.. bye bye!!!!!!!!

3 mth in lifeline..

2005-01-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

wah! my bdae over le leh.. so sian.. nvm.. alrdy 16 liao.. must be gd boy alrdy.. hee... ytd receive 3 present, boon kor give mi cake n a bdae card.. then zhenxuan ge n peipei jie give mi a pink shirt.. so nice! haha.. then joyce jie give mi a hp keychain.. thanks alot guys.. you all roxs my world.. thk 4 celbrating my bdae with mi at marina south.. muack.. love u all.. i upload my photo le.. so u all can go n c.. k? blog until here le.. bye............eeeeeeeeeeeeeee... btw, 2dae is juz nice 3 mth in lifeline.. woot.. so happy.. haha..

20th jan! my bdae!!!

2005-01-20T16:36:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!!!! brithday boy 2dae blog leh.. not bad not bad.. haha.. yeah! 2nite gonna celebrate bdae with mani of my church pple n sch fren.. so happy.. i'm so touched.. :'( touched until i wanna cry le.. lol.. but celebrate with mi is another tink.. coz when i 1st tink come 2 sch.. all say happy bdae.. then all bashin me le! >.< so pain.. haha.. but bo bian ma.. bdae boy leh.. haha.. then all bash mi, but no give present.. sob. sob.. all so bad de.. but attually its nvm de la.. as long as they gt celebrate with mi can le.. hee.. finally 16 le leh... muhahhahaha.. gotta realli wake up frm my dream..; no longer 15 le.. reali need 2 work harder 4 my N lvl.. =D no more child le.. cannot play until so siao le.. muz be more guai n mature.. yup.. right? haha.. aniway, i will stop here.. mayb 2nite write again lor.. hee.. hope that later will haf alot of fun.. woot.. byeeeeeeeeeee..............

i m back! muhahahah..

2005-01-17T19:19:00.000+08:00

wah.. bout 2 mth nv blog le.. haha... coz very busy.. piang.. 2dae after sch go clementi CC play bball with joseph, weng, francis n enkai.. zzz diao.. then we play 5on5 with our sch sec4 NT pple.. lol.. NA vs NT.. hu win? NA win!!! woot.. after finish the match, all go home le, left joseph, weng n me.. so sian.. then joseph suggested 2 play king game (1 on 1, 1 ball, winner stay, loser out) me vs weng 1st.. then i win lor.. when joseph come in, i check the ball with him, then i straight away go cut inside n lay up.. do my new pattern.. lol.. fake him, then chop leh.. haha.. tyco.. lol.. joseph kanna stunned.. haha.. then he say, " wah lao, where got lyk that de" he slam the ball on the floor, then when the ball rebound, hit my finger damn hard.. n my finger got sprain.. then i tio shock, n scream then lied on the floor.. lol.. tio shock, then faint.. haha.. then he help mi massage my finger.. indeed, joseph "massage" was "damn gd".. massage until my last finger grow fatted n bigger.. still gt blue black.. now my finger, bcum lyk pig finger.. so big! >.< pain lyk siao sia.. grr... guess 1 week+ no need play bball again.. damn sia.. haix.. mayb thats gods will, ask mi 2 rest.. haix.. jeremy send msg to all his "yangs" say that he's giving up.. sob. sob.. cried 4 him last nite when i saw the msg.. hope that he will tink carfully n come back again.. dun give up jeremy ge! we all this yangs needs u.. come back 2 us.. haix.. wad i can do now, is 2 keep on praying 4 him.. let gods handle all this things ba.. haix.. write until here le.. finger pain le la.. haha.. need 2 rest my pig finger.. ;)

ARCADE=sian..

2004-11-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

haix......... sian la.. 2dae nth 2 do, at around 1+ go meet xiangxiang, xinyi, zhiqing, sihui, jaspar n jeremy ge.. at tiong arcade.. haix.. 1 whole day play arcade.. after tiong arcade, we go safra.. at 1st wan play pool, in the end, they say too expensive.. duh.. but they nv tink bout it.. gt so mani pple leh.. we play 2 hrs, then can say lyk 1 person oni pay $2.. at last i told them, then they go there c again.. go inside ask, then the uncle say need wait.. coz all booked le.. haix.. then go play arcade again.. sian sia.. after which, go church.. watch VCD, then go eat dinner 2gether.. zzz... yeah! 2ml go get new specs le.. but hopefully, mum will give mi money go n take.. :'( then i scare 2ml no money play bowling.. sob. sob. k la.. blog until here le.. gonna cal jeremy ge.. they say wan tok confrence.. zzz.. byeee...

lifeline rocks.

2004-11-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

piang piang piang! 2dae veri sian sia.. so early muz go home le.. coz adam ge they all gt meetin wit the cell group leader.. at 6.30pm.. then we all go home le.. 2dae i veri scare sia.. coz jeremy ge ask mi lead the prayer n pray 4 the christmas celebration.. i veri scare sia.. but in the end i still get over it.. lol.. k la.. i will blog until now.. my hand veri pain.. coz juz now guitar lesson then make until my hand pain pain.. >.< k la..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....................................................................................

haix...

2004-11-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

wah piang! 2dae half happy half fun.. coz 2dae morning, we go laborador park.. early in morning.. then attually mi, james, joseph wanan meet 2gether 4 breakfast... at 6.45am.. but in the end nv.. coz we all wake up late.. lol.. then in the end we meet at 7.30am instead.. then go church liao.. reach there, then we start helping joyce jie cut the fruits.. then james n joseph go play table tennis... >.< nv help de.. then at the laborador park we play bball n soccer n crispy.. ^^" all at there play monkey.. haha.. bout 2.40 we go back church le.. we at there rest 4 awhile.. then until 5pm we go wit them le.. but then we all go in different direction.. we all goin play bball.. they all go wan guo.. i attually oso wanna go de. but i scare late go home mother kb again.. zzz.. this few day 10+ then reach home.. haha.. sumore the worthship is until 10pm then finish.. by the time i each home.. 11.30 le.. i wan go wang guo! i wanan sense the power of holy sprit.. they say the holy sprit veri strong there.. thats y i wanna go n feel it.. now, end up cannot.. sob. but nvm.. mayb next time.. hee.. k la.. i blog until here le.. now at jeremy ge house.. goin home soon.. so mayb blog again 2ml.. ok, cya bye..

stupid stupid!

2004-11-11T05:30:00.000+08:00

haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx..... ytd nv blog! coz veri veri late then reach home.. mother kaobei mi.. :'( say i hang out wit gangster fren.. :'( but all my fren chruch de wad.. got wrong meh.. all is either frm poly or JC le.. still say gangster fren.. always insult my fren de.. sob. but ytd early in the morining go tamp. meet zhengxuan ge 2 make my specs.. yea! finally, make a new specs.. half rimless de.. but i dunno suits mi anot leh.. zzz.. zhengxuan ge say suits mi.. but i kinda dun blive.. *shurg* lol.. then we go jurong swimming complex.. go there find joshua, wei qin n joesph.. then piang leh.. veri sian sia.. go there oni swim bout 2hr nia.. coz the slide cannot play le.. coz the lifeguard dun let us play.. sob. coz they all wan mi stand up in the slide.. then i stand lor.. keep on stand n stand, then the lifeguard go off the water current.. he say wad, u all wnana stop, then i off the water current.. dun let u all go down.. kanna scolded.. haha.. all my fault.. haha.. i go stand up of the float.. oni mi noe how 2 stand.. the rest oni noe how 2 use the butt n stop it.. mi both oso noe.. hee.. haix.. then we decided not 2 play le lor, coz lifeguard angry.. *sob* then we go lazy pool.. then saw the waves again, go waves pool.. hee.. but oni play 4 bout 2hr la.. not so much.. after that when we return the float le, then walking back 2 the changing room, i saw shimin n fiona.. grr.. those * $%&%$^%# * but dun care la.. wads past is past.. bygone by bygone.. dun care.. ^.^" since they tink i m reali that childish then suits they all lor.. as long as i noe that i m much more mature then the rest can liao.. n gods noe it.. ^^ k la.. i blog until here le.. go eat my lunch, then go change n go suntec le.. haix.. after suntec still muz go church 4 the music practice.. >.< dun care.. bleh.. but i wan go bowling leh.. all of them goin leh.. i oso feel lyk goin sia.. zzz.. hope gods let mi noe wad 2 do later.. gonna stress out!

sian.................

2004-11-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

harlow! back 2 blog le.. 2dae veri sian.. go my aunt house there play bball with joseph n my cousin.. then my cousin veri haolian, tink she veri pro lyk that.. grr... then every ball i shoot in at there say tyco.. she not happy that i burn her then say la.. lay out go in oso can say tyco.. outside jump shot go in oso say tyco.. everytink is tyco la.. kaox.. grr.. dun say liao la.. after playin finish, mi n joseph go church.. then we take taxi.. wee!!!!!!!!! but then it was 5.30 at that time.. then gt charge extra $1.. >.< then end up payin $10.. *heart pain* i pay $6 leh.. haix.. then when we reach church, we saw them cookin maggi mee.. lol.. using steamboat de pot.. haha.. then they put down 10 packets of maggi mee inside.. zzz.. so much.. then oni gt bout 7 pple eatin.. haha.. but i still the most porr thing de.. i eat last 1, then i need go wash the pot.. sob. hmm.. that sld be all ba.. nth much more 2 say.. we after that go thiong bahru plaza walk walk lor.. then go home.. yea! 2ml go swimming again.. but veri zzz.. coz b4 goin swimming, still need go tampines meet zheng xuan ge.. go there make my specs.. haix.. then need go back jurong again.. go swimming.. haix.. k la.. i blog till here le.. byeeeeeeeeeee.......................

happy happy..!!

2004-11-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

yo......... so long no blog le, coz this few days always veri late reach home.. bout 11+ reach home.. this few days everytime hang around wit church fren.. wed, fri n sat oso go church.. thur go out wit jeremy ge, zheng xuan ge, n rou jie.. follow him go buy jacket.. coz he goin korea ma.. haix.. so miss him now.. ytd he go, then fri he then come back.. veri de miss him sia.. sob.. he nv go church, so mani pple bully mi.. when he come back i wan complain.. haha.. =p yupyup, finally finish my 10 hours of community service le.. haha.. gain back my freedom le.. lol.. 2dae, nth much la.. after my 2dae last 2 hours of community service, then i go church liao.. at there learn alot of new tink frm adam ge, n guo jing jie.. then the service until bout 7+ wad.. after which, we go eat.. then go home.. so 2dae reach home quite early.. thats y can blog.. haha.. k la.. dun say so much le, i go play game le.. bye.. so mani day no play.. so miss the game.. bye..

sad...

2004-11-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

haix.. ytd no blog, coz kanna scoldin frm mum.. sob. i lost my glasses.. my beloved glasses.. sob.. that glasses look nice on mi.. but then i lost it.. n now, my mum say dun make new 1 liao.. haix.. then my old 1 so small.. then sumore i cant reali c clearly wit that.. haix.. i wear liao look lyk cartoon character sia.. sian.. then if she let mi make a new 1, sure is got frame 1 lor.. but then i wan frameless de.. which look lyk my old specs 1.. now, if she let mi make new 1, sure is got frame 1.. :'( which i dun lyk bout it.. haix.. stupid sia.. ytd, i wear the pecs n swim in the lazy pool, its quite ok de.. but then, the stupid zhi yong go use float hit my face, until my specs drop of.. cb de lor.. 4 nth hit mi.. make mi look 4 my glasses lyk siao.. but still cannot find.. haix.. die liao la this time.. ani1 gt lobang where 2 make a cheaper specs can tel mi? or ur relative is open optical shop de, can juz tel mi.. i need a new specs badly.. haix.. thank you.. juz hope that god can help mi find back my glasses.. :'(

tired day..

2004-10-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

woah.. zzz.. 2 days no blog le.. haha.. no time 2 blog.. nth much 2 say la.. coz friday go swimming wit james,joseph,wc,tx,kenneth,mag.,grace,zhiyong,vicente.. had fun down there la.. then after that go vicente house lor.. bout 10.45 go hm.. then james come over my house stay overnight.. at nite mi slp on the floor... haix.. poor mi.. then james pervert de.. this few day so cold, then he still wan on air-con.. until at nite i wake up c, its 20 degree.. morning wake up we go science center wit sum of the church fren n joseph.. hee... go there c the omni theater... i c until i headache.. >.< then go IMM walk walk lor.. haf quite alot of fun down there.. play game, n tok listen 2 adam ge talk.. hee... a veri nice guy.. my bball de lao tie(the fat fat coach in slamdunk).. lol.. time flew pass veri fast.. then we need go home le.. haix.. but hope 2 haf more fun wit them durin this holiday.. k lor, i blog until here le.. monday go swimming again.. yeah! wit james, joseph n jeremy ge.. bye..

STUPID ALBINO!

2004-10-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

2dae so sian.. go sch oso nth 2 do sia.. haix.. freakin tired.. zzz.. hmm.. after sch, mi joseph n francis go n play bball at the clementi CC lor.. but when outside the ssch, alot of tinky happen.. the fucking idiot ALBINO ccb 1 lor he.. i tokin 2 hu, he oso need 2 care.. i after sch go call jess, then he oso kpo, wanan noe hu i cal, go n cal jess.. then when jess wanna put down the phone that time, i accidently overheard that she tel jialing that jingzhe cal.. no wonder she wanna put down the phone so fast.. then i turn back n look at the albino, he reali holdin on 2 his phone.. then i noe he sure go cal jess liao.. then i say nth.. i juz keep on shootin him all around.. i go n tok 2 joseph purposely veri loud, say u wan the idiot panda go meh.. then he say no la.. i alrdy say no 2 him liao.. then he wnana follow.. then i straight away go n say, o.. no wonder i saw a dog keep on following us sia.. dunno y that doggy always follow pple de.. lol.. then he tu lan, go throw the bball back 2 us.. then walk away liao.. lmao.. then when at peitong that side, he sms mi say wad he break up frenship wit jess liao n say wad he will not tok 2 jess animore.. hu cares.. i dun give a damn lor.. fucking albino.. still say wad he will change school straight away.. n i bet that he wont change 4 sure la.. this kinda humji kia.. last time oso say wanna change, change until now.. change where? change place nia.. oni wan pple 2 sympathy him.. kaox.. i hate this kinda panda.. albino! then at CC that side, jess called mi.. then i ask her wad the fucking albinno say.. then she say wad the albino scold her 4 betraying him.. WTF IS THIS HUH? ani how blame pple... CCB kia.. jess didnt betray lor.. coz this is not a secret.. n say until lyk its a secret lyk that.. i bet that they all sure still do alot of tink secretly.. but i dun care la.. FUCK THAT ALBINO! HE SUCKS! but hu cares.. dun wish 2 waste my time on this gay lord n gay ass... anihow touch pple butt.. pervert! sicko.. even if i gt do sum moaning song ni class, thats not called pervert.. i juz dun wish 2 make the class so cold.. lyk a graveyard.. so wad if i moan lyk gal or wad.. but i m not lyk him.. going around touching pple butt, squeeze it.. still use finger go in btw the middle hole lor.. FUCKING GAY.. PERVERT! dun care la.. 2dae at clementi CC oso quite fun, played bball 4on3 wit a group of newtown gal.. lol.. then we win i tink.. haha.. but reali didnt xpect that they will come n ask us 2 play match.. haha.. then i tink those gal is bball de ba.. if they r bball, then i sure go laugh lyk siao de.. lol.. coz my mother last tiem oso frm that sch.. then my mother oso bball team de, sum more captain leh.. pro hor? but that was a long time ago le la.. now ar, she.. erm.. change in size le la.. u sld noe la huh? lol! they kinda lyk no sportsmanship lor.. not active at all, all dun come snatch ball.. when they get ball then active.. lol.. only gt 1 gal.. hu is hype active.. keep on blockin mi de.. >.< lol.. then they pass another ball 2 mi.. n i made gd use of this opportunity.. i made a middle height shot, then goal!.. lol.! the final score is 5 to 3! n we won! haha.. then fuad say wad make it 7 goal.. haha.. lame sia.. then we say dun wan.. all wan go home le.. then fuad say, ok, i make a full court shoot, if go in, then continue, then he shoot.. n he missed.. haha.. juz by slightly abit.. lol.. heaven on our side,.. haha.. coz the ball juz slide pass the pole by abit nia.. haha.. then we take taxi home lor.. coz too tired le.. we oso sent joseph home.. coz gt pass by his house wad.. mi n fuad gd right? hahaha.. okie, i wnana go watch TV le.. i will stop here.. tired sia.. =p hope that 2ml my parent c the teacher wont go say bad tink bout mi.. Aman.. =pPpPp

THE apple FALL!!!

2004-10-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

LMAO! 2dae the apple fall so mani time.. haha.. he skate until lyk wad sia, lyk a big giant at there stomping the ground.. lol.. then whenever mi n francis skate veri fast pass him, then we go n push him.. haha..then he fall until si jiao chao tian.. lol! but we oso quite bad la.. keep on disturbin him.. i even more bad, juz bcoz jintong wear the bball jersery, then i hand itchy, i go n pull his pants down.. haha.. but i tried alot of time, still cannot.. >.<>.<>.<>..<>.< what the fuck is this man.. dammit! this sucks.. dun noe hu the fuck anihow go n say.. but nvm la.. other pple mouth wad.. i dun give a damn 2 wad they say.. as long as i noe it in my heart that i m not this kinda person can liao.. =D buai everyone.. go eat penadol le.. =p

stupid kongwee!

2004-10-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

wah sian la.. 2ml mi, francis, sheng yuan, jintong, jolene, weiming, kongwee n a 1b2 gal.. >.< in order to call this 8 person 2 go, spent alot of my fucking time.. i cant even haf the time 2 sit down n watch a proper TV.. all bcoz of kongwee.. tmd.. tink himself is the king lyk that.. want me n weiming beg him lyk hell then he will go.. but nvm, he is going 2 die 2ml.. i m goin 2 disturb him lyk hell!!! revenge!~ muahhhahahhahahhaha.. going 2 mkake him fall lyk siao.. wet all his pants! muhahahah, hu wnana c the APPLE FALL!.! YEEHA!!!!!!!!!! ok, i m going 2 write until here, 2ml, then i continue writin.. report wad will b happen 2 the apple.. hee.. muahhahaha..

sick..

2004-10-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

haix.. 2dae so terrible.. i had a high fever, cough n sore throat.. then i slp until bout 12.30pm.. james called mi at around 9am le.. zzz... then i nv hear.. even though my hp is juz bside mi, n the ringing volume is lvl 4.. lol! i veri pig de.. once i slp, even fire or gt pple kao bei kao bo, i oso cannot wake up de.. haha.. then jamessssssssssssssssssssss ask mi go church wit him.. attually realli feel lyk goin de, but i gt a fever kum sore throat kum cough... so dun wanan go lor.. dun even haf the energy 2 bath n eat le leh.. still wanna go take bus.. wan mi die.. but after bout 6 or 7 pm that time, dunno y i suddenly feel so energetic.. maybe they help mi pray ba.. then now my sore throat is getting better le.. but now, down wit a running nose.. sob.. think of the "*someone*" too muchie le.. >.< ok.. i will juz stop 2 blog here le.. bye..

headache

2004-10-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

zzz... ytd nv blog, coz reach hm alrdy 10.30+ le.. go play basketball wit james n joseph n sum church fren of james.. then veri tired le when reach hm.. 2dae a bad day, 1st time go play bball come back, full of injury.. when we reach there, gt pple jio us 3on3... then we go play lor, in the end, mi n joseph kanna push n push by a stupid guy.. the stupid center.. grr.. keep on push n push mi.. but joseph the worst.. when the person run inside jump n shoot, joseph try 2 block, in the end kanna push away, then he fly away.. then i was lyk what the hell.. a push frm that guy make joseph fly.. n they was lyk not playin bball match, but fighting.. they keep on hitting my face.. which my glasses end up keep on dropping on the floor.. zzz sia.. aiya, dun care le la.. bygone be bygone... they r juz actin pro.. james 1 person can alrdy thrash them all le lor... james cheong=my idol.. woot! haha.. then 2dae i nv go sch.. hee.. my mum allow mi sia.. =P then i slp n slp until 3.30pm.. lol! pig rig.. frm 12 midnight until 3.30pm.. power.. then when i wake up, i damn dizzy.. got a bad headache n sore throat.. zzz sia.. muz drink lots of water.. sian.. 2dae can oni eat porridge.. so bland.. yucks.. at around 8+, i follow gary go cut hair lor.. then robin n shawn pang sang us.. sian.. after gary finish cuttin his hair, then we go market eat, i order a zhu rou porridge.. =D at 1st veri bland, in the end, veri nice.. haha.. i go siao siao, go add alot of soy sauce n pepper.. lol! damn tasty.. haha.. when i reach hm, unlucky tink happen.. a gal called mi n harrass mi.. >.< so suay.. stupid pri 6 gal.. grr... when my mum reach home, she told mi that 2dae i nv go sch, teacher cal her.. dunno its true or not sia.. haix... dun give a damn la.. go sch oni hear the stupid cher tok crap nia.. go through the S.S paper n maths paper.. zzz lor.. stupid sch.. hmm.. nth much 2 say le la.. i wan go orh² le.. hee. but mayb not.. wan go watch TV 1st.. hee... bye bye..

sad day again

2004-10-21T09:25:00.000+08:00

haix.. diao liao lor.. my result lyk shit.. sure die le.. haix..study so hard 4 it, in the end get back a piece of shit.. sob. dunno mayb bcoz of too stress or under too much depression liao.. haix.. mayb tink of her too much liao.. wonder how she get 4 her results.. hope that she can pass all wit flying colour.. sob. sob. my chem sux lyk hell, how the hell m i goin 2 carry on lyk this.. HELP ME! oni my physic is improvin, but my chem.. haiz... piece of shit lor.. dun wanna live liao la!!! buay ta han.. haix.. signin off liao, dun wish 2 write much.. oso no mood write.. result so sucky.. sian..
*missing you always*

sian day..

2004-10-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

a.. how sld i get started leh.. hmm.. oh ya.. so long no blog le, hahaha.. need 2 format my com.. then format le still gt the stupid bug.. zzz.. haiZ.. nth much 2 say la, juz oni 1 tink, i still miss eelin lyk hell.. bout 1+ week le... nv tok 2 eelin or c her.. haiZ.. sad.. 2dae ar, i morning go play bball wit jintong(!sleepy boy!) n the stupid ugly panda.. then kns, play until bout 1.30 rainin le.. sian.. then all go hide liao.. oni mi alone play in the rain.. all so hum ji de.. abit rain nia then go hide liao.. >.< after finish bball then we go 2 the market eat food lor, then the stupid jintong, say wad the fish head beehoon veri nice, then i go try, pui.. kanasai.. so er de.. the soup lyk plain water.. -.- after that go queensway lor.. but then, on the way home, i sian diao liao.. a super blur toot de mi, dunnoe tink bout wad, tink n tink until i take wrong direction de bus.. take until kallang.. zzz.. lol!then sian diao, i need 2 take mrt.. fuck sia.. haiZ.. nth 2 say liao la, juz a sian day.. everyday is sian witout eelin.. haiZ.. i reali miss her alot.. wad kind of person sld i be? i tried 2 b happy, which end up other pple sayin that i m childish n act cute.. which they all mistaken mi.. haiz.. sob. if wan mi 2 b mature, then say i veri cold 2wards them.. haiZ.. i m born 2 b lyk this de wad.. oso cant blame.. zzz lor.. haiZ.. bcoz of this, they all ignore mi.. haiZ.. sum1 give mi comments pls... i m veri stress.. i feel so sad, but i everyday act as i m veri happy.. this is so terrible..

sad day

2004-10-10T06:35:00.000+08:00

haiZ, nth much 2 say 2dae, i juz created my blog, juz 2 express my feelin out here everday.. coz my heart is reali in a pain.. n its realli a deep cut in my heart.. ever since the day i 1st met eelin, i been startin 2 fall more n more deeply in love with her day by day.. i dunnoe y.. i juz cant stop tinkin of her.. ytd, which is the 8 of oct, i told her how i feel bout her on the bus while i sendin her home.. reali hope that she can give mi a real happy ans, but instead she told mi that she lyk sum1 else.. haiZ.. she kept askin mi 2 give up hope on her, but i juz cant.. 2 say the truth, she is the 1st gal that i ever cried 4 before n love her so deeply juz within 3 days.. i got nth 2 say alrdy, i will juz keep on waitin 4 her.. i love u ng eelin 4ever..

Your words are my food,
your breath is my wine,
you are everything to me.